frigging devastated D:!
i just dreamt that the u.k trip will be cancelled last night,
and now , just a call from sister , everything thing's gone . (!)
i thought dreams never come true?
well, i guess only disaster dreams come true . all those hopes, fall fall falllllllll .felllll down from the sky lahhhh.hellthewhat O:<
@##$#$%$^^&*&*(^&^

BIG BIG SAD lahh